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queenrikki ([personal profile] queenrikki) wrote2005-08-27 02:19 pm

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My mother died early this morning. I loved her very much. She was the person I talke to about what was bothering me, how I was feeling, my continuous blathering about Harry Potter. Her name was Tesla LaVernge White. She was born December 01, 1957. She was a kind, generous, and intelligent woman. She was also very flaky but she had a very good heart. At the end, she was in a great deal of pain and truthfully, I'm relieved that she died. I didn't want her to suffer any more.

[identity profile] elsielann.livejournal.com 2005-08-27 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs you*

[identity profile] minarya.livejournal.com 2005-08-27 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Rikki, my heart goes out to you! I can only imagine how you feel. I guess the thing to hold on to is the fact that she's not in pain anymore, and to remember the wonderful woman she was, both of which you're doing. But don't forget to take care of yourself, too.

Many, many hugs!

[identity profile] jsguardian.livejournal.com 2005-08-27 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
My condolences.

[identity profile] madeof-stars.livejournal.com 2005-08-27 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs you* I'm very, very sad for you and the loss. But I think it's right that she is now out of pain, as well.
If you ever need to blather on about anything, you know where you can find me, right? *hang in there* It will get better with time, but don't let anyone tell you to hurry up the process. You cry when you want and say screw the rest until you feel better. *hugs*

[identity profile] miss-celestine.livejournal.com 2005-08-27 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think there are any words I could say to make you feel better. My thoughts are with you. *hugs*

[identity profile] authenticjoy.livejournal.com 2005-08-27 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I'm so sorry. Losing your mom is so hard. And so young. But, if she was in pain, death is a release from that suffering, you are right.

Hugs go out to you. I'll keep you in my thoughts - I know how hard it is to say goodbye to Mom.

[identity profile] bamfchickie.livejournal.com 2005-08-31 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, sweetie. I'm so sorry. And believe me, I understand that relief when it's all over; no one wants to see a loved one suffer, and cancer is one of the worst ways to go. You know if you need anyone to talk to, I'm more than willing to listen.

*lots of love*
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